Pistols and Pokeberry

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

"Moonshot" by Via Hedera, 2024

Guns and witches have history.  These weapons were supposed to have been used to fire shots of silver or hair at our familiars or our shadow-selves.   These silver bullets or supposed hair-balls were thought to combat witch-dogs, witch-turkeys, witch-hogs and witch-hares.  Pokeberry would take care of the bewitched hog, while silver was a good remedy for a hare or a doe.  Asafoetida (Satan’s weed) and barleycorns are both referenced in the Frank C. Brown collection for their disenchantment capabilities over firearms, and needles with lye loaded into a gun were intended to do the same.  Or, if one needed to get rid of a bewitchment, they could draw the witch or write her/his name on a tree, or on a paper shaped like a heart, and then shoot the image itself, or with a witch-bullet (a type of apotropaic hairball, see more here).

"To the witch was ascribed the tremendous power of inflicting strange and incurable diseases, particularly on children, of destroying cattle by shooting them with hair-balls, and a great variety of other means of destruction; of inflicting spells and curses on guns and other things,--" -Cross, Tom Peete. Witchcraft in North Carolina (p. 9). [Chapel Hill] : The University. Kindle Edition. 

I’ve hesitated to discuss guns in folk magic because they aren’t a part of my lifestyle.  Not volentarily at least.  It never feels like the right time you know?  Because of all of the mass shootings.  Because of the outright threats against public figures and private citizens.   Because of the unease the clockwork of these events brings in my specific country.   I support my country’s constitution and value the art of weaponry deeply, but I also grew up Southern California in the early 90’s…  Violence, especially gun violence, was a source of terror for me frequently as a child.  I even had little rhymes I had made up to help me feel safe, ones I still say to myself when I hear that dreadful clap in the night. It’s just another tool of blood and war magic—which I suppose I appreciate, but all the same, not my personal tool of passion. Or magic.

When it comes to our folklore and the folk magic of liberty, protection and steadfastness, a pistol or a rifle is one of our magical and spiritual tools—like it or not.  And on another note— Southern and Southeastern USA folklore does have more than its fair share of charms regarding the creation of a witch through shooting a silver bullet at the full moon.  I’m not saying it’s how we make witches… but it is one of our strange ways.  It is specific to us.  We climb to hilltops and shoot through handkerchiefs at a full moon to become servants of the Man-in-Black and his jaybird.  I touch on a bit in my book, and I encourage you to embrace the facinating notion that firearms are intrinsically linked to our cultural history so also our witchlore.

I have a deep respect for people who hunt their food and defend themselves; I suppose that’s what I always hoped guns would be used for; practical purposes.  I grew up with ethical hunters; folks who used every icky and squishy part and never took more than their pantry freezer and the shelf date could withstand.  We regularly got gator and elk from cousins when there was enough to share, and damn was it good.  My perspective has long been ecocentric and respectful to the system as I see it.  It’s the violence between us humans I find so distasteful and terrifying.  I see the art in sharp-shooting, in weaponry-enthusiasm, engineering, in the history of liberty behind the weapon, the beautiful mechanics of this revolutionary tool and the practical applications it's brought into our lives.  A weapon of liberty and opression; it's quite the nuanced matter.

American hero Lt. Holloman's modified M1911 pistol; with a “sweetheart".  On loan, Tukwila WA: Museum of Flight

The human need for apotropaic charms are a deep and personal interest to me;  a unifying force shared and syncretic between so many culutres and peoples.  Who knew that guns have a lot to do with magic, and with witches?  Guns were used to shoot silver bullets at the images of witches or at haunted cattle, they could be bewitched by one touch from a witch.  The Frank C. Brown collections, Journals of American Folklore and a few of the general folklore collections of the 20th century have a bit to say about guns and witches, surprisingly.  According to these sources, guns were especially prone to witch-tampering.  So, I suppose I see why practictioners of old would want to learn some basic gun-bewitching, for their own sake and that of their friends, family and familiars.  

We witches had a knack for quelling gun violence I suppose.  Our ancestors often thought it was in the nature of charmers, bewitchers, enchanters, witches, sorcerers or conjure folk alike to pass their hands over guns and cause them to misfire, or otherwise faulter in some way.  In some cases, these suposed rifle-hexers would bewitch a gun so that it could fire at no beast (likely because witches move in or are served by animal-shaped familiars and as it happens, there are plenty of tales Southern U.S tales of a hare or rabbit catching a bullet and a suspected witch being found with a corresponding wound in place of the hare).  Witch-men and witch-women would mutter simple hexes or other incantations to make a gun useless to hunters.  Even a witch in one’s presence might make the weapon ineffective to fire.  Likewise, one simple charm referenced in Brown's collecion references a wife who was reported to cause her husband’s gun to fail by knotting the corners of her apron.

Witches could reportedly also bless a gun or charm it to never miss as well.  Luck played a large role in the matter of North American gunlore I’ve found; the idea that the capricious spirits of the world could make this weapon powerful or useless seemed to be of some worry to some of the common folk.

Notable Gun Auspices: reported in Popular Beliefs and Superstitions: A Compendium of American Folklore: Ohio edited by W. Hand

  • To dream of firearms means trouble
  • Bad luck to point an empty gun and bad luck to look down the barrel
  • Stepping over a rifle is bad luck (especially a woman doing so, apparently)
  • Good luck to fire a shot before hunting
  • Save your first shell for good luck
  • Blood of the first kill blesses the barrel
  • Some would bullets before loading for luck
  • Running water and silver shot will rid the weapon of witching

To Make a Gun Useless
: reported in the Frank C. Brown Collection of North Carolina Folklore Vol: VII: [7904]

  • Brown’s bit of Illinois folklore claims that a gun can be enchanted through a tree-knotting spell.  A hickory sapling or withe is tied into a knot by the charmer in the name of the devil, and the gun was not to operate until the knot was undone.
  • One can enchant another’s gun by taking a bullet from the gun, tying it with string and hanging it from a willow over a stream where it will shake in the stream.  As it’s kicked about by the water, the gun was supposed to become shaky and waiver until the bullet is untied.  Again, this hex is done in the name of the devil.
  • To rid a gun of bewitchment however, it was reported that allowing the water from a stream to pass through the barrel would wash the witching away.

Gun Bewitching: reported in Daniels' Encyclopedia of Susperstisions, folkflore and the occult sciences of the world

  • To Prevent Every Person from Hitting the Target- Put a splinter of wood which has been hit by a thunder bolt behind the target. No person will be able to hit such a target. 
  • To Cause Rifles or Muskets to Miss Fire- Speak these words: Afa, Afca, Nostra, when you are able to look into the barrel of some person's gun and it will fail to discharge; but if you desire it to give fire, recall these words backward.

  • To Prevent a Person from Firing a Gun While You are Looking into the barrel- pronounce the words: Pax Sax Sarax.

Firearm magic has an unsettling wildness and indirectness to it despite the very art of it being aimed and intentional.  Typically, a blade swung is with focus and with great limitation.  But a gun… One second of time passes and lifetimes are changed irrevocably.  I suppose that's why I'm facinated by the natural way that we as humans have used magical practices as a rebellion and reaction against this very tool of rebelion and reaction.  The way we merge our natural and unnatural fears with our spirituality and creatre tools meant to avert evil, facinates my restless mind.  Spiritual and physical protection-- how do we change as we percieve it?  What power comes of it?  The metaphysical potential of protection magic against any weapon, or the use of hexing-magic to prevent the operation of weapons is a part of that fabric of New World folklore so many of us are working to preserve and restore-- the actions and reactions of time and change.  I make no commentary on what this means in our social climate.  I'll keep muttering my protective charms and wishing for a kinder world.

Correspondences of Gun magics:
  • Realm: Hilltops, graveyards, homesteads, woodlands, battlefields
  • Elements: All (fire in spirit and air in travel, water to purify and restore, born of earth)
  • Sphere: Mars, Luna
  • Moon: Full
  • Metal & Stone: Silver, lead, galena
  • Apotropaic herbarium: Hickory, wllow, asofoteda, barley, pokeberry
  • Animal associations: Rabbits, hares, hogs, deer, hounds
  • Colors: Gunmetal grey, matte black, blood red
  • Symbols: Hearts, skulls, stars, crosses, prohibition sign (circle with slash)
  • Gifts: Rebellion, opression, survival, violence, choice, consequence, steadfastedness
  • Annointing: Blood of the first kill, kiss from the owner, hickory lye, streamwater, silver, hair


-Cross, Tom Peete. Witchcraft in North Carolina
-Frank C. Brown Collection of North Carolina Folklore
-Daniels, Cora L. Encyclopedia of Susperstisions, folkflore and the occult sciences of the world
-Botkins, B.A. Treasury of Southern Folklore
-Hand, Wayland D. Popular Beliefs and Superstitions: A Compendium of American Folklore: Ohio

Hours of the Tide: The Feast of First Grains

Friday, August 2, 2024

You'll all be toasted tea soon enough.
And food for the dead, the devil, the dark.
And all traditions will pass onwards.
As they do.

I was never big on Lughnasa and Lammas; they aren't big parts or even really known parts of my culture and are not part of my regional celebrations, but, the Feast of Grains, High Summer and the Feast of Bread and Roses all occur at this time of year, and so it gives me something much like the bread-tide to look forward to.  
This year, I grew my first ancient grain garden, specifically in the name of the Harvest Mother.  Amaranth, barley, wheat, oat, poppy.  They grew small, but well, and this first harvest is just the offering portion.  
I wonder what the equinox will bring...



Amaranthus Day

Waters of blessing.
Grain of the eternal beloved..
Blade of death.
Flame of life.
Oh mother grain, may we honor the dead and feed the living.

Hours of the Tide: Thieves' Night

Thursday, July 25, 2024

Sin-mother of sharpers and shylocks, sharks and showmen.

She is the Headless One, and all schemers love her,
She has no qualms, or troubled thoughts for those that come to bother.
Gambler
Thiever
Cheater
Deceiver
On this dark night, we built your altar.
We made an offering at your shrine;
of stolen coins and drugged wine.
A knife for the threat, a key if you're slick;
Loot from a bet, cards for the trick.
All I ask is you keep the ne'r do-wells from me,
And if I'm the swindler, let me get away free.

Or as Leland recounted in the Gospel of Witches:
"O Goddess Laverna,
Give me the art of cheating and deceiving,
of making men believe that I am just,
holy, and innocent! Extend all darkness
and deep obscurity over my misdeeds.
"

Fireweed. Willowherb. Healer. Herald.

Tuesday, July 16, 2024



Fire. Morning/Midday. Midsummer. Masc/Fem. Mars/Venus. Warrior.  Healer.  Sky-reacher.  Herald of summer..  A pink syrup.  A violet dye.  A brownish/beige tea.  A calm after a fire.  A rage of color after a stormy season.  Standing tall, and blooming in an upward spiral towards father sky.  A clock for summer and the witches who trace their paths by the change in the land as the sun and moon do their dance.

Fireweed/Willowherb syrup. (true color).  

I have come to regard fireweed highly. She is the herald of Midsummer in my region; growing tall, proud and plentiful wherever she likes. For the last few years I've taken up making candied flowers, syrups, teas and tinctures of her.  But syrup, especially mixed with a little honey and served on plain vanilla ice cream, is a favorite.  I harvest her from my own rain garden where she constantly tries to overshadow my Ficus and rush-- she longs to touch the Venus at the center of the Venusian rain garden. She is passionate and belongs where loving and clawing things grow.


In my work, her element is fire, her tide is morning and Midsummer, her moon is whenever, her nature is Venusian and Martian, and she follows strife with hope; balances grief with remembrance, and brings a wild healing to her every touch.  She is famine food in the PNW and is known to bring the fire of life to the dying. She ever reaches to the sky. Flame and Wind. She is respected here. 

Does willowherb play a part in your work come summer?


The syrup recipe is same as my spring sweet violet recipe; lemon, water, sugar, a handful of fresh flower -- balanced right? Four elements.  In other ways as well: earth grows the herb, which is boiled in water, over a fire and requires a good deal of time in the cooling air to achieve color harmony.

Give her 13 (witching) hours still in a warm dark place (like an unused oven) and bottle her up.  Keep in the fridge about 3 weeks.  Some folks have a sensitive stomach to the plant so be weary if you're knew to her. Especially if making tea from the leaf.

Hours of the Tide: Fortune's Day

Monday, June 24, 2024

 

It's Fortuna's day.  Specifically, the Roman goddess.  But I admit, Fortuna didn't keep her old clothes when she crossed the pond.  Like all the gods who came to America, she transformed a bit.  Fortuna, these days, is usually just called Lady Luck.   The personification of fickle fortune and the blind wheel that turns all our times.  We will rule, we rule, we have ruled, and we do not rule again.  That is her law, that is her way-- and it's natures way because that is simply the way of things.  Luck isn't fair and Fortune favors at random, no matter what the old adage says, because life and nature and the cosmos isn't fair.  She may wink at the bold, but whom she favors is a mystery eternal.  

Much like Lady Justice and Liberty in the post-Classical age, Fortuna also personified in the divine feminine here in the West as simply "Luck" or "Fortune".  And like Justicia and Libertas-- the old Roman divine personifications of those very concepts, her image is an established part of our own short history, culture and mythos.  We pray to them without knowing it sometimes.  We hold these concepts as gospel sometimes.  Even Christian judges will have a statue of Justice in their hall, with her sword ready and her scales held high.  Luck's name is ubiquitous with wealth, gain, fear and loss.  There are songs about her.  There are rituals for her.  Are Fortuna and Lady luck the same entity?  Depends on your point of view. My culture derived the concept of Lady Luck from the Roman Fortuna so that's how I've always seen her.

Lady Luck, she's an obvious favorite of mine.  I am particularly fond of entities which personify very specific subject; and when those personifications cross seas and interweave with cultures and metamorphosis with the tides of time, they create these incredible stories.  Lady Luck as a general concept is a globally popular one, and is different anywhere you go.  

In the States, Lady Luck is a blind broad tossing coins, spinning a wheel and making asses of us all for our hubris-- or sometimes-- blessing us with blind gain.  She could be your best mate or your worst foe.  Truth is she's neither.  Ever.  She has many modern temples; they're called Casinos and her names are uttered in every single one with plea and ploy. We drink to her and toast to her beauty and grace.  Or, we catharsis by cursing her name and her very existence.  She doesn't care either way. She has dedicated sacred sites too, where pilgrims march by the millions annually; Los Vegas, Atlantic City.  Men and women beg and plead for her.  They blow over dice and pray over cards.  They grip their tickets in madness and zealotry. I attend services at the local temple on occasion; BINGO night and slots mostly.  She seems especially blind to me at the poker table.

And for others, those who do not worship by gambling, she simply whispers and nods.  For those ones, Lady Luck is that desperate wait for a promotion.  Or she is that hope that one's teenager will pass their driving test.  Or that joyous feeling on a wedding day when the sacred contract is made (one of her older domains of protection).   

Sometimes she stills the wheel, sometimes she spins it madly.  She's an idea of something we can almost grasp, that we may grasp, that we have grasped, and that we may never grasp again.  Sum Sine Regno and all that jazz.  So, on this tide, I honor Fortuna yet again; with honeyed milk and fresh poppies, with wheat grains and barley, with coins and companions.  All I ask is that you smile a little on me, while I reign, until I cannot reign again.

Hours of the Tide: The Feast of Hares

Thursday, April 25, 2024

Another Pink moon rises, and with it, the feast of rabbits and hares.  Sadly, the pickins' were slim this year and I just didn't feel the need or desire to do my flower fry.   I don't even know why.  I walked with the fields and flowers, and even picked a few for the altar, enjoying the sense of sacrifice.  But when I got home, the tide felt... less food-oriented and more about transitions.


From the Feast of Hares through the end of Floralia is my "flower feast tide"-- usually an ideal time for some of the best spring edibles in my area.  But instead of physical eating, I feasted on the sense of growth and beauty I feel around me in my personal work-room.  In my lovely green-and-pink witching-room, my kniolas black Ipomoea moonflowers grow.  Small, lovely, and ever so brief.  They live a day to enjoy the moon and sun, and then pass as if they had never been there.  I won't get a new generation from these indoor blooms, but the incredibly feminine, passionate, gripping power they bring into my space has been quite a learning experience..

I took time to garden; transitioning pots to the outdoors to catch the fresh new rain to come.  And I sat with my rabbits; Bosley and Sherman.  They reminded me of the warmth and kindness and change around me.  So, they got a little but of fresh green oat and barley grass from my Holy Grains garden.  A quiet tide with family-- loved ones.  My commitment to observance of hours and tides continues, even challenged by my own lazy will in the midst of all this sadness, war, anger, change...  I keep to the hours.

My newest venture with fellow witchy-people has really helped me recuperate my sense of socialization.  I really love Lisa and Tania for that.  Shout out to Coleman of Dark Exact Tarot for linking us magical folk together.  It's cold out here in the Northwest, I'm blessed to have found such warmth with you all.  May the rise of the Floralia, Walpurgis, Beltane and May Day be everything you need, and bring every bit of fire that warms me.

Oh, Fortuna

Saturday, April 20, 2024

Luck, Be a Lady Tonight

Luck, let a gentleman see
Just how nice, how nice a dame you can be
I know the way you've treated other guys you've been with
Luck be a lady with me.
-F. Loesser, American Lyrical Magician


The only answer...

No matter who you are, who matter where you are from, I wish you the blind favor of Fortune and the friendly company of the lucky toad.  Wherever you are; may Luck be a kind lady to you.  She, for all my faults, has been kind to me.  She is Venus's dearest friend after all; my Deydez, my passionate, Glittering Star of Virtue.  My sphere of birth.

Fortune.  She has blessed me with a life fairer that many.  Fortune, along with The World Soul works with the Fates themselves to weave the holy theatrics of our lives and deaths, and rebirths.  Fickle, and unflattered.

For about 25 years, I've dedicated  portion of my practice to acknowledging the Fates, Fortunes and Ways-Between-- in particular because I am a Diviner and no great feat of Fortune should go unpaid.  Oh, Fortuna.  Be kind.  To a world blind and stumbling, peek beneath your sash and wink at the down trodden, seen just low, where you lift the fold a bit.  Oh please, smile on them, the many, the majority, who sit beleaguered and unseen.  Oh you, who winks at the soil and those rooted deeply there, or buried there; please smile, and drop thy coins in flagrant disregard of sister Fate's plan.  Smile upon the souls of the World, beloved by Hekate, and take that precious moment to smile.

O Fortuna
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut decrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,
potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem
-
Orff

Winterlore: In Memoriam: A Drunk Witch

Wednesday, February 7, 2024

Night-flyer by Via Hedera
linocut stamp

 An Ode  to Phoebe Ward
by Via Hedera

Bitch.  I wana be you.
You fun, son of a gun.
Gutter queen,
often seen
making bulls flee, way over the hagerleen.
Through a hole, over a creek;
Inspire the bold and scare the meek.
Ride men, drink sin.
By Satan below,
with his fiery glow;
I wana be you
Before I go.

You know what I love most about folklore, fairytales and fables?  The sense of identification we find with the figures we discover.  For some, the idea of a witch and the legend surrounding them means more than the facts, and over time, what is fact and fiction simply becomes folklore, legend or myth. I spend most of my time combing books.  I collect and hoard them, and I read them day in and day out taking notes on everything I find of any interest. As the cold wanes, I hunker down into my books even deeper and enjoy the stories and tales that help pass the time as we wait for the sun's return.

“It is known that she was a woman of bad morals.”

I have to say, I really love falling in love with a folktale witch.  Cross recounted a tale of the supposed Northampton Witch of North Carolina, Miss Phoebe Ward in the Journal of American Folklore, and it was later picked up and further distributed through the Green, Brown and Hand collections, giving it some popularity.  This folk narrative was highlighted in Elizabeth A. Lay’s folk superstition drama/theater piece When Witches Ride: A Play of Folk Superstition.  Supposedly, this 19th century witch was famed for the misfortune she brought to those who turned her away, (like the fairy from Beauty & the Beast), and embodied much of the superstition we love about witches here in the West.

What I liked about the witch in this narrative was that she represents the best aspects of witchery; this unashamed, unpredictable, cunning creature who could be near death in the freezing cold and still charm a man into giving her booze and a fire to sit by.  The idea of this woman engenders affection in me.  The tale says that she died very old, surrounded by a life of scandal and superstition, fear and fable.  I want to go out like that.

Phoebe was a beggar, an old woman, presumably a white American person, possibly a traveler, who made her living off of the rare charity of others.  The account states that the general atmosphere around her was fearful and negative; with people said to need to perform all acts of inhospitality in order to get her away from their homes where she was well-known to overstay her welcome.  People were seemingly quite cruel to this old beggar woman, sticking pins in the chairs they offered her and burning foul odors to drive her away- this was done using pepper, an old remedy for driving away evil spirits, devils and witches, and I suppose, poor old women.

"Through thick, through thin, way over in the hagerleen"

The transformative skin-slipper is very much the quintessential new world witch motif of old, a definite throwback to the most classic fears regarding witchcraft that happen to be shared across cultures (as magical concepts are want to do).  I find the skin-slipping witch to be the most fascinating one, a kindred spirit. 

Correspondences of her variety of hag:

  • Keyholes, doors, chairs
  • Hexes, enchantment, tricks
  • Brandy
  • Winter
  • Fire, Wind
  • Cow, horse, toad

For these new world witches of old tales, the slipping of skin was quite literal- the skin came off by means of a grease, ointment in combination with an incantation of some sort, or some kind of ritualistic movement like turning round in three circles.  The witch flew either as a beast, succubi, force or spirit- and the skin would be quite literally left behind, or otherwise, the “skin” could be interpreted as the body itself while the spirit flies away.  But Phoebe Ward had more gifts than sheer skin-slipping- that art is basic to our kind, and Phoebe was no basic bitch witch.

Among other mysterious gifts presented within the brief narrative of this folktale witch, Phoebe could:

  • Ride people at night as a nightmare
  • Fly through keyholes
  • Ride animals at night until they are spent in the morning by making them leap rivers
  • Make a bull jump a river with an incantation which when disrupted or revoked, caused the animal to fall

A witch like this could be warded off by:

  • Horseshoes hung over entrances
  • Sieves hung over keyholes (she’d have to count all the holes before entering)
  • Needles stuck in her ass by way of chair
  • Pepper burned in a fire or stove

Maybe the idea of Phoebe was just a way to express the narrative of witchery, maybe it was a hogwash tale of nonsense spurred up to to give folks some good fun.  Maybe, just maybe, Phoebe was a bonafide witchy woman (or amalgam of women) who went out like a solid boss.  I’m not sure I care, I kind of just like knowing that this personification of American witchy superstition has a name, has the wisdom to help pass along to the next generation of witches.  So here’s to you, and cheers to you Phoebe Ward the Northampton Witch of lore. 

May we meet someday on these nocturnal flights, somewhere far away from b'needled chairs... 

When Witches Ride  by Elizabeth A. Lay
Witchcraft in North Carolina
 by Tom Peete Cross
The Journal of American Folklore: "Folklore from the Southern States"-by Tom Peete Cross: Journal of American Folklore V XXII
The Silver Bullet, and Other American Witch Stories by Hubert J. Davis

Hours of the Tide: Blessing of the Seeds

Wednesday, January 24, 2024

From garden dibble to rusty sickle, the Green Lady watches and blesses all within her purview.


You, oh Earth
Who, in utter darkness; crushing and tearing,
opens new life to the sun
and feeds the dying
the dead
and the living,
You, Mother
kiss my seeds
and make them fertile as you.

I spend this Hour of the Tide honoring the Sacred Sickle; the bringer up of grains; the blood that scours the land.  Rye, oat, wheat, barley, poppy, amaranth; this harvest season will have the hours marked in deep commitment.  

The Summer Mysteries are still... well, a bit of a mystery to me.  I'm planning my garden with great intensity, and taking the time to weave and mend things. It gives me a sense of hope for the future.  There is a spring to come, one that will bring up the green and bring out the pollen and poplar fluff... I intend to work my garden with great care, and find gratitude in every process, every life, every death.  I intend to find meaning in what I make, what I eat.  

So, to you, oh mothers of land and harvest, I beg: breathe over these sleeping things, and give them life.

A Weaver Witch's Cauldron:  from lucet to hook, from loom to spindle, from nostepinne to nalbinding-- baby, I've got the magic.

Winterstide: Wool & Loom

Wednesday, December 13, 2023

"Spider spider, is that web for me?"
"Of course!  To hold you tenderly."

Merry Witch's Night.  What is it about winter that brings out the domestic magic in me so hard-core?  Is it the constant cold and darkness?  The silence?  The short days that need filling with work before the long night sets in?  Maybe all of it.  Winter gives me a strange energy.  A buzz.  A rat-like change of spirit.  Maybe my shadow self does change shape this time of year; from a rabbit in spring, a mole in summer and fall, to a rat in winter.  Scurry scurry, with lots of hurry, stirring pots and tying knots.  I've been boiling pears in butterscotch and brandy, whipping berries with heavy cream, layering dough and stuffing jars with the last fruits for oxymel.  I need to be careful with all of these brown-sugar and pine cinnamon buns, I'm plumping up on 'nog and dough.

I've spent the summer dying new wools with poke and walnut and verbena... I've been washing my old threads in saining water and rewinding them around their white bones.  And, I finally whipped out my spindles and hooks and bag of old fibers and am about to undertake a project I haven't heard of anyone else doing before.  I'll be using a seasonal fiber common to the Northwest but woefully underrated, and I collect it annually.  I've finally thought of a neat idea for my fibers.  

While I practice, I reflect.  When I reflect back, I start to pull at old threads and wonder.  I don't regret much in my past, except the things I didn't do sooner.  The projects and progress I've undertaken these last few years have overwhelmed me and I've discovered a renewed desire for total independence and self-sufficiency.  I want to weave things, create bonds and wind lost threads back together.  For now, it starts with keeping my working-wools in good shape and getting them ready for a brand new year of absorbing my work.  That's their purpose after all; to bind and hold all the magic they touch.

Never doubt the power of Red Thread.  It is a popular magic.  It's well known around the world that a string or rag or spool of red has a binding, connecting, banishing, petitioning and protective power.  Red thread connects the fated, red thread leads us through the labyrinth of life and death, red thread binds the dead, red thread winds a trick and pulls the future towards us.

I don't know how you choose to wind your wool, but mine goes round bones much of the time.  Simply because they're smooth and never catch on the wool and hold the spirit of life and death.  Wrapped in wool, like muscles and sinew round a skeleton, reminds me of what it means to give body and substance to something.  My wool feeds from the energy, and you can feel it-- a cold strand in each thread.  Horse-chestnut-dyed wrapped around horse-tooth, poke around chicken, rue around rabbit bone...  They bind up around the bones and sit ready at hand-- never to be snipped, only to be wound and unwound with each charm, with every fortune.

Spin. Measure. Cut.

Fate is funny.  They are funny, I should say.  Or at the very least, they have a wonderful sense of humor.  Sick.  Cold.  Cutting.  She who weaves, she who measures, she who cuts...  Parcae, Norn or Fates; whomever is spinning the threads, they seem to have a way of laughing at us, crying with us, sympathizing blindly.  The Fates, as I know them-- as an American metaphor and personification of destiny, are unseeing things, just like blindfolded Fortuna (Lady Luck).  They are not too closely scrutinizing, they seem to be following some greater directive, one given in the textiles of destiny, by Lady Luck, and by Trivia-- by the triple-facing, terrible Queen we witches adore.  It is the Soul and Chaos directing the triumvirate of weavers and cutters.  They're all in cahoots, they've ensnared us all.


Weaving was taught to me by my favorite teacher, Missa.  You may have seen her name mentioned in my acknowledgements section of my book.  She taught my sister and I so much; how to card and spin fibers, how to dye and soften, how to weave on fingers or looms.  Spinning wheels, drop spindles, indigo dye, frame looms, pin looms, round looms, lap looms, beading looms, wool, cotton, flax-- when a teacher of great creative and domestic skills is in your midst, love that person, for they are teaching your children some sacred magic.  Because of her, I expanded past crochet and into appreciating how my textiles get made.  My sister is a quilter and seamstress of great skill.  I... was not so gifted with the complex things, but I was always very good at simple; lap looms and drop spindles, crochet hooks and embroidery hoops.

Looms are phenomenal magic; framework magic.  What does a loom mean in sacred work?  As part of the everyday domestic arts, kitchen and hearth witching, homemaking and artistic innovation, the weaving of things is pure magic.  The tools used for this creative work are like any other tool or arte.  The scissors, the hook, the needle, the wool, the hoop, the loom; they all serve a purpose in magical practice.  The hook is ruled by earth, and is feminine, and generates the energy of activity, strength, protection, binding, protection, creation and community.  The frame loom is balanced, genderless, and holds a supportive, creative, guarding energy; it says to the witch; all things are temporary, and fate's boundaries, while ever present, are changing.  My looms are usually handmade from a wood with containment properties; something with masculine scent, with Solar or  Jupitarian energy.  So, oak or walnut usually. They are usually square or round, but never rectangles or triangles (preference).

I will rule,
I rule,
I have ruled,
I am without rule.

The divination aspect usually comes in with the weaving of shapes and lines.  The colors; the weave; the mindless loss; the focus; the feel; the texture-- all of it induces a state where the mind sees... things.  Past.  Present.  Future.  There are secrets in those threads as they cross and knit.  And the little vibrations-- smallest shimmer of life in every fiber, catching the air and electricity all around it. The stress on the knot, the wind and unwind.  It's  a trance inducing set of moments; senses engaged in a rhythm, a focus.

from my scrapbook of shadows
I really love all threadwork-- in particular; sacred embroidery, and knot-magic.  Love knot magic and Winding-charm fortunes are some of the more popular Halloween, Mayday and Midsummer folklore in the US, and I'm fond of the way it preserves in our practices today.  I adore the connection between calling visions of love, summoning spirits and winding a simple ball thread.  The connection between binding a charm and knotting a cord; it's such symbolic, simple, accessible magic.  Could be a shoelace, could be a sacred band of woven silk-- doesn't matter, both will get the jobs done admirably.  It's a deeply intentional magic.

The Fates are always at work; they are Fortune never stop their wild rhythm.  Winter is for them, I suppose.  And on this Night of Witches, I honor the raveling and unraveling of life, and death.  We are caught in it, all of us, and so, let us learn to manipulate these harmonies, and tangle them as we go.  Let us make something from the balls of chaos in our lives, and undo the structures we've woven.  Set the knots, pull the knots.

My books of work (grimoires, cunningbooks) are all full of knotwork, threadwork.  It's... a connection many of us practitioners share.  I wonder if most folk witches in America have a special spool of wool or ball of yarn or twine?  I wonder if we all keep some stock of cord to cut and crochet and quilt...  Are we all just knotting our hexes and whispering our rhymes?  I'd like to think it's a connection we're all sharing on a folk-spiritual sense.  I'd like to think that the pluck of the harmonies these threads weave can be felt, resonating against the work of others.  Maybe it's the kind of magic that can draw us to one another.  

I wind, I wind... who holds?

Hours of the Tide: Evergreen Gathering

Saturday, December 9, 2023

Evergreen, evergreen, evergreen.  So many smells and textures, so many kinds of conifer and holly and feral arbutus.  The evergreens that are brought into the house before Christmas are meant to bring good luck.  And likewise, for luck, they must be removed and burned by January 5th, with the ashes taken to the orchards at the feast of Mater Malum (Epiphany).  Every tree who stands tall and gives shelter, whispering and weighted with the responsibilities of winter's burden, is honored today.  My fingers smell like juniper berries and cedar oil.  My kitchen is covered in pine needles and my allergies are kicking my ass.  As it should be.  In our grimoire, the day is simply meant for the hanging, or laying of evergreen boughs, the making of hanging decorations for yuletide, the maceration of pine and spruce needles in brown sugar and the counting of holly berries.  

It's also a day to honor the emerald kingdoms that surrounds us.  After all, we're a regional witchcraft tradition, so honoring the most powerful trees in the Northwest in their most powerful and protective time, is just part of the sacred landscape.  Everyone gets to take home their own centerpiece covered in boughs and cedar roses, and the presence of it all lingers, in the air, and in the home.

Stay Green.

Hours of the Tide: Carol of the North Wind

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

 Hour: Day of the North Wind

An airy time.  A frigid time.  And here in Seattle, a dreary and rainy time.  The day of the North Wind is meant to be done on the starry clear night of early December but we are knee-deep in a torrential downpour and daylight dies at 4:15pm.  So... we adapt.  As winter calls us to do.  Biting wind.  Stern wind.  North wind.  Ancestor wind.  We honor you.

We caroled in the cold wind that rises North.  When I think of winter and the North Wind, I think of specific notes, harmonies, tones of the season.  The roar of the wind, the quiet notes of icicles falling, the thunderous cracks as ice melts and refreezes and the delicate patter of rain on what remains of the maple leaves... It's musical, far more than any other season in my opinion.   The Caroling in of the North Wind is celebrated by opening the home, airing out the house (lüften that lair, baby) and letting the wind pass through with song. A blade, like the cutting and bitter wind is placed at the entry door, and the smoke of some evergreens to lead the way.  Juniper, I choose you!  And then, ringing the bells, or, of chimes, and calling on the cold to be kind.

You welcome it. You welcome the bitter knife-wind.  He's inevitable; you may not defeat him you may only outlast him annually.  And so, you welcome him and honor his power and ask of the cold wind-- Will you be kind? I welcome you through with song, and scent and serenade this day.  Some spirits are like that.  Even though they scare you or cause great calamity, sometimes it's best to welcome them as part of the balance of life, part of the magical cost, the human cost, the living cost, and say to this wind; I will not go gently, nor will you, so let us be ready for what comes.  To be honest, I've never liked the ringing of the bells for this day; I prefer the blowing of bellowing wood flutes and ringing of forks or wind chimes.  Something... windy.  To the wind goes all the songs and warmed, saturated air.  With the wind goes the prayers and thoughts.  Out into the night.

I welcome the North Wind.  I will not go gently, nor will you, so let us be ready for what comes.

Hours of the Tide: Father Frost

Tuesday, December 5, 2023

Hour: Day of Father Frost


On Monday, we honored the personification of winter in the Father of Frosts and all that his spirit represents within the season.  Snow & Frost: a duet of winter sorcerers of varying mythos and lore. I personify Father Winter as deathly and wild-- he is no sure-footed sprite.  He is the bare-bones of the cold wind, moving across the land and spreading across our windows.  He wears holly and furs, or nothing at all, not even skin.  A withering man, or a skeleton.  And, much like the withered Hag holds her hammer and walking stick that shakes the trees; holds a white rose and carries his staff.  They herald the change, and hold the dark year in their power.  He, the wild god whose host and wolves and haunts are the makings of all our winter-night terrors, is who I honor this day.  Hail to he, his bells, his dire warnings and temper, his gifts and silence.

Damned and Dirty

Tuesday, January 17, 2023


Funny, for someone who showers twice a day and cleans the home compulsively, I am happy as a pig in mud when I’m working like a pig in mud…  I grew up around god-fearing folk who were convinced that Jesus himself was looking at every baseboard, running his prim little finger over every mantle, silently judging our impurity.  And yet, I never got the impression Jesus would have cared.  I don’t think many otherworldly beings do care once they’ve left this tethered place.  Why should they care?  They know what we are, they know we are small, slimy, imperfect, puking, farting, bleeding, bile-filled baboons grunting in the mud and slathering ourselves in chemical compounds daily.  They don’t usually care, not unless literal purification is their game.  I will go before the altar of the Mother and Father of bones, witches and corruptions; with dirty feet and sticky hands and tangled hair, and they will smile at my plainness, and celebrate my abandon.

Cleanliness may be next to godliness, but my gods are not always clean, pristine beings.   In fact, I’m not entirely certain the spirits and entities that typically work with me are what someone would call a god-- needing all the bells and whistles and applause so commonly offered to the divine, and they certainly don’t mind some dirt and grime.  As a matter of fact, I’d say that the spirit world in all its vast and varied array, does not always want, need or even conceptualize our concept of cleanliness.  I know from personal experience that the world of the spirits (which include the long-decayed dead and the nightmarish otherworldly) that there is a place for all of it, for the grave and the temple.  There must be a place for it in magic, because it exists in nature, and there is nothing in nature that is without value.  I think we place too high a value on making magic look clean, pristine without a little bit of mean, and I don’t care for that power-washing of the dark arts.  We’re just animals, folks.  We’re just rotting animals like the others; covered in bacteria and filled with viruses.  It’s not a bad thing.  It’s not a good thing.  It just is.

Feral Folk-magic

Do you have any idea how much filth goes into folk-magic?  The garbage bin or dumpster is a valuable resource in some regards; you’ll never know when you need the soiled socks of someone who slighted you, you’ll never know just how useful an outhouse can be until your dropping the names of your foes down into the shit-pit.  To cause living things to grow in the body of an enemy, it was commonly recommended to feed them the crushed corpses of snails, lizards and worms, or to fill a dolly with rotting meat with maggots.  The fresh and bloody brains of hares were rubbed on the gums of babes; toenails and urine would be soaked in the drink of an errant lover; feces of beasts would be dried, powdered and sold as supplements (and sometimes still are). 

Humans harvest the bile of suffering bears for folk medicinal hogwash and the fat of dead men were once believed to be an effective ingredient in candle-making.  Hell, some of my favorite old love charms referenced in Greek and Roman witchery called for the flesh of children, the fingerbones of murdered men and the blood of puppies.  One charm I’ve found called for the hair of a desired lover to be sewn through the flesh of a dead man.  Another I’ve found in a book on Neapolitan witchcraft, Italian Witchcraft Charms and Neapolitan Witchcraft (Folklore History Series) called for the use of a dead man’s finger joints in a fidelity philter.  Horrid stuff, but still a part of magic—the darker end of it at least. 

Dancing With Dirty Divinity

The ritual of worship between me and the spirit who aids in my Red Work- Let’s call her Aunt Lottie for short, does not require that the house is spotless, and doesn’t mind dancing in the dirt—she requires strong whiskey, coffee-grinds, clothes in burgundy and blush, perfume bottles, chiles and mirrors.  She is an avatar for an old entity, one many would recognize once you smelled that cinnamon, clove, sticky sweet scent of the grave.   She dances topless, in high ruffled skirts and laughs readily.  She doesn’t ask for my hands to be clean, or my altar to be well oiled.  She, like me, is a creature of her comforts and can live with the rest.

The Miner, another spirit who only ever shows up to guide me when I’m lost between worlds (a bad trip will do that) is another entity who demands no unsullied place to dwell—he likes the golden sandy dirt of the desert, the rust at the base of an old pickaxe, and tweed cloth that is worn-in with the musk of masculinity and labor.  He may have been some terrifying Tommyknocker at one point, but now he travels in that cosmic space, with dirty, lowly creatures like me for his company.

They are not like Hekate, who will not let me keep a film of dust on her table.  Some spirits of incredible power, once lived in fleshy bodies like ours, and do not worry for the trivialities they have surpassed when crossing through death’s doorway.

The Vile Vials of Via

When I was young, I was so afraid to allow myself to stray away from what was deemed to be “proper” and “clean” even though so many of my gifts lie in rot, waste, and withering.  Picture, a little 11-year-old witch with vials of vile putrid molding and decaying organic matter under her bed, hiding on the wooden bed boards with my collection of soapstone elephants and yellow jade toucans.  To my mother, it looked like some gross science experiment, but to me, they were the first vestiges of spirit bottles- they were places where strange entities would come to visit, to hide in.  I’d read the decay, the flowering bacteria stretching out in green and white mottled rings, the black slime of decomposition, the formation of salt crystals in rancid tones— I would read these changes and metamorphose like some kind of crystal ball, one that would tell me how well or how poorly a charm was doing.  Sometimes I could see disease coming simply by interpreting the bile in my throat as I watched the anaerobic bacteria make an alien planet of my glass vials.  Sometimes, I would open one vial ever so slightly, letting the bacteria feed on the slight bit of oxygen as I breathed an angry wish over the contents, only to close it back up and put it back in the darkness below the bed.

It seems a little silly now, I suppose, this strange work of watching living matter decay behind glass, pouring the blackish, sour ooze from one vial into the mouth of a dolly, telling the future weather forecast from some mixture of battery acids and liquified animal tissue…  That little scent of ammonia and that sweet, sickly smell that comes from rot—it didn’t make me run, it made me curious.  It’s life, it’s death and I am in the service of both realms, and so to me there was something holy in the rot and the mold.  So much activity hidden in the airless darkness, and it made magic for me, small as it was. 

These days not much has changed.  I putrefy and mold and rot whatever pleases me.  A black bottle charm is something special, it’s transformative, it’s icky, it’s… real.  These days I don’t always bother to wash the dirt out from under my nails when I’m digging up roots, nor do I always bother shaking the cobwebs out of my puffy mane after wandering through the laurel hedges.  My work needs a little dirt sometimes, it needs that sickly grime, as a protective mask, as a blessing from the earth, as evidence of death and life’s power.

Life is dirty and I know it well.  Life is grime and grease; it is acrid and oily and in a constant state of withering even as it grows.  I love it.  I live for it.  I serve the dirty gods of filth and desiccation just as I serve the gods of purity and sanitation.  A balance is struck in witchcraft, between forces that seem opposing but are working in complete compliment to one another.  Life and death are like that.  Filthy and polished all at once.  Magic is like that, or mine is at least. 

Hail to the rust and rime that devours all with time, hail to the pus and grime, hail to unsullied and benign.  Hail to the inevitable change that comes for all living things and flings their broken pieces off into a cold and indifferent universe filled with passionate spirits.  I serve all you dead— be you bloated body or mummified jerky-man.  I serve the dirt where the dead are buried, and the new flowers grow.

Soft may the worms about you creep…

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